Dearest lyn our beautiful brave sister I can not tell you the emptiness and sadness that we are feeling ,we have to say goodbye to you on Thursday it still doesn't seem real ,but I am going to focus on all the good times we have had over the years, we between us all have created such an amazing family we all do really love each other, and I consider that we are extremely lucky for that, looking back over the years so many great memories ,I lived next door to you when you lived in Leyton stone and every Sunday you cooked lunch while we watched eastenders and then.chatted and just enjoyed each others company ,your flat was full of terrariums which you and Andy used to make and very good they were too !every Saturday evening the whole family used to come over and we laughed all the time ,you and Andy made everyone welcome these memories make me love you even more if that is possible! We will be with you on Thursday and you will still be at every family get together we ever have ,til Thursday then my darling sister xxx